I do not think it means what you think it means.
Whenever you become anxious or stressed, outer purpose has taken over, and you have lost sight of your inner purpose. Your state of consciousness is primary. All else is secondary.
Under the component manifest, the manual simply says "60 Potions" and I have 61 - 18 Orange, 20 Green and 23 Purple.
I was wondering if there should really be 20 of each or is it weighted that way deliberately?
Edit: A fluctuating distribution?