I do not think it means what you think it means.
Whenever you become anxious or stressed, outer purpose has taken over, and you have lost sight of your inner purpose. Your state of consciousness is primary. All else is secondary.
How works the (? X2) Get Card???
Guessing: Add a die with two times the value of the die you already have.
If you have a 1 you get a 2. 1>2
Remember the dice wrap. 6+1=1. 5+3=2.