I do not think it means what you think it means.
Whenever you become anxious or stressed, outer purpose has taken over, and you have lost sight of your inner purpose. Your state of consciousness is primary. All else is secondary.
By the way: Will there be an upgrade package for owner of the 1st version of the game board?!
It´s really annoying when the backside of cards is different between different versions and expansions.....
I have also suggested an upgrade pack to Renegade. Replacement deck and gold 1 coins. Even if they charget for it, give us the option.